Love is far from me

This is the only blog that is quite quiet

Is he the one

Can you believe me that i change from a person
full with passion and now
not fully to say that i do not have any passion but
juz that the passion dies away
and yeah
everything is fine
it is in the healing stage that i believe myself can do it
on my own this time
since when it is not on my own though

Why i cant even feel my heart?
although i can feel it beating right here
in my chest
but
when it beats
the pain comes
lub dup lub dup
and
the pain comes wif every beat

I din really feel my own heart
how long is it
i did not even feel the hapiness
flow through me
i do not know
wat is the feeling anymore
i think
that feeling is gone
long time be4
i even became me

What had just happened to both of just
just 2 days and everything is changed
do you even know how do i feel
you do not know right?
and how can you treat me like this
do you know something that you are not suppose
to be knowing
do you know that you hurt me
do you know?
do you know??
do you know??
i forgave you for what you have done
and i decided to do what i had decided
i deleted ur msn account from my list and
i also deleted ur phone no
just as if i dun noe who u r
and i never ever knew you be4 in my life