Love is far from me

y cant u juz wrap ur arms around me and let me feel that u are here??

I am lost
totally.....


in my own imagination
i think......


should i leave it
or
make myself
even force myself
to love myself more
to even love others

Someone came to me and lean against me
his eyes caringly ask me
are you ok with it??
dun tell me ok! I know that u are not ok......
He let me hold his hands
let me fall asleep against his chest
let me cry

ley me say whatever i wan to say
someone who will kiss my forehead and say
dun worry i will be here with u...

and actually its juz all dream

To me today...
i do think that
it is something
that u cant miss it in your whole life
it doesn't mean
that u must forget the love between
friends and family
but
i think sometimes
love is the most efficient medicine
for everyone.

A friend has juz told me that
she is out of a relationship
and the 1st taste of being single again
is the taste of freedom

but my heart did asked me
actually what is the 1st feeling out being in love??
rather than what is the feeling of single??

the taste of love is totally unignorable rite??
i guess so....

why cant u juz leave me alone????
why cant u juz not bother me????
why u arent here yet????

oh my......

i really hope that u r here
right now.......
so that

nevermind.....

Where are you??
I really hope that u can really be here by my side
to adore me
to held me in ur arms
to give me moral support

I really hope that u will be here.....
so that when i am sleepy
there is a shoulder for me to sleep on
when i am worried
there is a place in ur arms that belongs to me

but i know that
although u are far from me
u will still love me
rite??

Juz new
Juz fresh
Juz everything for the new year